I cannot believe that I am up at 2:30 in the morning and I've been cleaning! I thoroughly cleaned the bathroom, I even took the little glass shelves out of the medicine cabinet and scrubbed them and sprayed them with glass cleaner. And the kitchen. I washed the few dishes that were still in there. I took the burners off of the stove and the little metal things and lifted the cover and scrubbed the grease off. Now let me tell you, that was disgusting. But I know why I did it. I have been trying to avoid lying down so that I won't be able to worry. I've been trying to keep busy so that I won't think about the fact that I may have cancer. I mean, after I read the cervical cancer information online, I relaxed a little because it said that it can take years to become full blown cancer, and what my doctor had probably seen was precancerous cells. But so what? Even if it's precancerous, it has to be dealt with. I just don't want to think about something being done to my body due to cancer or any other serious disease.
I'm just wondering how this could have happened. The most common risk factor is HPV, but I don't have it. However, I have been taking birth control pills for like 7 years and I do smoke cigarettes, so there you have it. Those are also risk factors. I had no idea that smoking cigarettes could increase my chances of getting cervical cancer. I was only concerned with lung cancer (well, obviously not too concerned; I mean, I still smoke, right?). So here I am, with incredibly dry hands (from all the cleaning) and I still have insomnia. Damn.
* Age: 22
* Gender: Female
* Astrological Sign: Virgo
* Zodiac Year: Rat
* Location: Nevada : United States
About Me
I am 22, married, and I have two kids. I work as a reservations agent for an airline, but I am also a
licensed mortgage agent in the state of Nevada.
Interests
I like reading, writing, and working on art projects to name a few things. I have recently got into soap
operas,
mainly One Life to Live and General Hospital.
